Ok so lets see some pics shall we:
My friends Melissa and Cathy. We went to a wedding
Me and my mom at this cultural village place
Some friends at a wedding. Boy Duane's hand doesnt look like its in the right place!!!

Before we get to talking check out some pics of my nephew!!!

Ok so lets talk.

I've been back on campus for 5 days and I'm already tired. I decided to take dance lessons so that when I go to spain I dont look like a retarded blob on the dance floor. Dont get me wrong I can dance to like club music but when it comes to ballroom and latin I'm not so great. So I'm gonna take lessons but I dont have a partner and every place that I have called for lessons has informed me that they perfer for people to come as coupels. That doesnt make me feel great. I mean hello I dont want to be one of thoes women who define themselves by the fact that they have a man in their life or not. However society itself is trying to define me that way. The first or second question i get from people that doesnt have to do with my folks is if I have a special someone or not. Well Let me say that I am getting really sick of saying NOT!!! But other than that life is fine! I meet weird people everyday. Please answer me this though. Why is it that I keep getting hit on by the stupidest people who by the way I would never date. This man just came up to me now while i was...... never mind I've got to go.

Ok so I'm back in action! My life is going on as normal if my life can ever be considered normal. After my vacations I was nice and relaxed. Now that i'm back in class however I am in need of another vacation. and its only the 5th day back!!! Ok the pic above is of my friend Cathy and I at the dinner table on Tropical night. It was very odd cause alot of people didnt dress up.
We stood on the tip of the ship and let me tell you it was soooooo amazing. On my next blog post I will tell you all the fun I had on this ship. But remember what is read in a blog stays between the readers and the writer of the blog.
This is a another pic of us at the front of the ship. I think its cute.

Well lets give you a quick update on my friends and what not. One of my insaino friends has now decided to come out to the world that he is gay. Although we have all had our suspisions for a long time. I dont agree with people who are gay and lesbian because frankly I find it grosse but I'm his friend all the same. I still hold him in my heart. I wont treat him anydifferently although I know that some people who are Christians are down right evil to people who go against them. God didnt say condem people. He will punish people.



Lets see what else do I have to share with the world. One of my really good friends now has what I think is the sweetest boyfriend. It makes me so happy for her and kinda sad for myself but I will get over it I assure you. Well let me talk to all ya'll later

Ok so life is back in action! I went on two amazing vacations recently and had a blast. The second one was a crusie so I'm gonna upload pics of that for the world to see. Well lets chat. My life is very rarely dull let me tell you that. I am trying very hard to keep my normality while living with my mother!!! That in itself is a very hard thing to do. If you have ever met my mother you will understand. Recently at times I have been feeling extreemly sad! I dont know what it is. At first I thought lonleyness then I thought it was my period however neither of these explanations are correct. I dont know what it is.

But I woke up on Valentines morning with a new mood and am very happy to not be sad anymore. I kept getting these messages like "Wear black and boycott valentines" and "For all you lonley hearts come to a party and lets all get drunk" They drove me so mad that I finnaly decided to be HAPPY!!! SO I baked all my friends cookies and put them in little baggies with notes attatched to them that said: On today the world wide day of love, I am blessed to have lots of people to love. Not lovers but friends. So accept this very unconventional valentine from one friend to another. Love Emmy" I thought it was a good idea until one of my friends told me that i needed to get a boyfriend to share all my love with cause I have too much love to share with them and they dont deserve all the love I lavish on them. That seriously depressed me! Dude all her little speech did was make me feel lonley that I dont have a boyfriend.
However I have a new resolve to that. I am not gonna be like all thoes little nuts who wear no clothes and put themselves out there for guys. I'm gonna be myself, take pride in my apperance and wait till the right guy finds me!