Have you ever felt that worry that maybe you like a guy and he is just being nice to you. If you have ever been overweight and self conscious then you will probably know what I'm talking about. A guy will hang out with you, talk to you, be nice and you are slowly really starting to like him and then later find out that he was just being nice. Well I'm not really overweight anymore but I still get that feeling, in fact I have that feeling right now!!!!!

My stomach's in knots. I'm going through the stage of: "Does he like me or am I making something of nothing" Its nerve racking. So let me tell you all the whats up. Actually no let me not. What if he reads this and thinks I'm retarded. No rather let me tell you about dance class...... Oh did I not mention before .

I cant remember if I've written about it or not. I started taking Latin/ballroom dance lessons. They are tons of fun and last night I learned the TANGO!!! T-A-N-G-O!!!! That is my favorite dance so far. That and the Samba!!!

I feel so much more confident about myself. I know that that is really weird that a simple dance class can help a persons confidence but it is true. I feel more sexy and powerful in my body. To all of those who have'nt ever taken a dance class or think that they have two left feet, or feel crappy about themselves I recommend registering for a dance class. Hey its hard at first but once you get the hang of it its amazing. Hello I CAN DO THE SAMBA! And I look pretty damn sexy if I do say so myself!

I'm also busy working constantly to slim down. I like my body don't get me wrong but one of the main reasons I signed up to dance was to work out. I'm doing good to. Although I had a slip this week and went to bread ahead three times. That is sooooo not good. But on today March 1, 2007 I have sword off Bread Ahead and McDonald's. I'm not eating there for the entire month. And check how good I was this morning. As I was driving into the parking lot a lady from Bread Ahead was there handing out free pastries. I took it and then gave it to a friend of mine. I didn't eat one bite. YEAH!!! just be down right proud of me!!!

So that's my new deal.

Anyway. I've got to go

Its a new day.......

Yesterday Something happended that upset me greatly. A person whom I have thought of as a friend, made a statement that led me to think of him as not such a good friend. The first thing he said to me after hello, was "Your country is mad" When I asked him what he would have done differently about September 11th 2001 He said "America deserved what they got!" That made me greatly upset. I however acted like the adult and just walked away and set with other friends. I didnt even talk about it. (props to me, Wasnt I really mature) I am an American and proud to be one. Every choice that my governmet makes is not the greatest but what country is perfect? I do not feel that making light of a tragedy is a good thing. As an American even though I am one who didnt loose a family member I felt the pain. I believe that anyperson who feels the same as this guy is wrong. You are entitled to your opinion however please dont insult all Americans and make the lives of thoes lost unimportant.

Well that is my drop of drama for the day.
I hope by reading this someone will be affected in a good way.