Ok so I know its been some time but I got hooked on facebook and was so busy checking that that I didnt update this blog!!! Ok so I'm in a pickel! I think that I'm in strong like and I dont know how to stop it! I dont know if Its love yet but he has told another that He could marry me! Oh My Gosh! Doesnt that just make you wanna scream! It makes me want to scream! Well I dont know what to do! We are supposed to go out some time next week so I will definatly tell all how it goes! Well I think I need to open up my heart and let love make its way in! What does the world think! Please let me know! Anyhow I'm fine! I've just finneshed catching up on all the work that I missed and now I'm trying to write an essay and study for a test that I have next week! Plus to add to the stress I have exams starting week after next! It makes me happy to see so many of my friends from high school doing so well and so happy! however it makes me sad cause I dont seem to be as happy as they are! Plus so many of them are married or getting married and I'm not close yet! I'm really praying that God brings him to me and I really want to get married in 2010! So pray for me! Anyway talk to everyone later......