Oh my gosh i dont know what to say. I have a very bad tendency to attract idot me. Why ME???? It seems that all the guys that i actually want to become involved with are not interested and the scum of the earth are. I have this guy who is currently messing with my head. He's being sweet to me one minute and then the next he's an absolute dog. I honestly dont know what it is that i'm doing wrong. If anyone knows please feel free to tell me.

This man offered to buy me yesterday. He asked me 'how many cows it would cost for me to be his wife' then he continued on to tell me that in the old days he could just throw me over his shoulder and have is way with me. What a load of crapola! WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME! If i'm interested then the guy is not and if the guy is interested then i'm not. Except for this one guy who seems intent on screwing with my head!!! If you want to ask me out then please do and stop messing with me. Anyway I have no clue about the inner workings of the male brain.

Listen my sister and the baby are both doing fine for all thoes who are wondering. He is a bit of a mr. magoo and has really scrawny legs but he will grow into himself.

OK i just needed to vent my anger! Buenos Dias!!!!

ME

I would like to announce to the world that I have a new nephew!!! His name is Luke! I'm so proud of my sister! She did the most amazing thing in bringing a life into this wolrd! Isnt he adorable!!! So to all thoes women out there who are about to bring a new life into this earth I commend you! I know its not easy and you have them for the rest of their lives but it is soo amazing!! And to my cuz who is about to have a baby I wish you all the best! I cant wait till I have one. Actually I really want to have twin girls so we just have to wait and see.

Ok so its time to tell the world some good news. I told you I got a puppy but now let me tell you that I got a brother. My bro is down to visit and boy isnt that fun!!!!! He and his mother are on a rampage to pray for him. I got up this morning to a crying puppy and a praying brother. Boy I wish someone would tell me before the world goes crazy. Well listen I have to go. I'm on a mission to actually make it to my African psychology class on time. Although why i bother to show up is a mystery to me. I dont understand a word coming from that mans mouth.

Love ya lots and lots
Emmy

Well there is nothing really new to say in my life. I go to class, I go to church, I go to bed. Really I feel like I'm ancient when I'm only 19. If its not church than its work for one of my classes and if that's not it then its my mother having a crazy fit and taking it out on the world. But anyway I'll be fine. I wrote a poem the other day and it was really heartfelt. I will post it next time I get online. It happens to be at home and I happen to be in the computer lab. I met a really interesting friend the other day. She is in one of my classes. Now correct me world if I'm wrong but maybe I'm just old fashioned. The girl is an exchange student and its only 4 weeks into classes and I encountered her making out with this guy on the steps of a building. His hands were in places they shouldn't have been! Maybe I'm slow on the uptake but I think that its just weird. Maybe I'm wrong maybe that's the way the entire world works and I'm just out of the loop.

At the moment I happen to be extremely tired. We bought a puppy on Sunday and the little baby wont stop crying. We want her to be an outside dog so we are making her sleep by herself. Don't freak out. She has a blanket and hot water bottle and a ticking clock so we are not abusing her!!! But she still cries herself to sleep and its all I can do to not go and pick her up and let her sleep in my bed. Anyway I have to go.

Emmy

Ok so this is the last time i will write for the next 24 hours. I am currently waiting for my psychology tutorial and the airconditioner in the computer lab is killing me!!!! My hands feel like ice! Anyway to let everyone who doesnt know know, my sister is due to have my new nefew in 44 days. Well I have to go now but keep blogging

Hey just a quick note! I went to a wedding about 5 months ago and i loved the way this picture of me came out! I just thought that since i'm letting the world into my life they might as well see me when i'm looking pretty. Love to all you bloggers out there!

Hey its me again! Wow i'm really enjoying being able to use the internet as my own personal diary. Whoever came up with blogs is very smart!!! Anyway the saga of my college life is continuing. You would think that as a psychology major my classes would actually help me deal with stress because people in the field of psychology know what stress does to your brain. however the memo that classes should NOT stress a person out has yet to reach any of my lecturers. I have had such a stressful week and it only seems to keep going. Like most of the female population I am currently trying to loose a few pounds. Don't get me wrong i'm not one of thoes psycho chicks who start to gag themselves. I just want to loose a few pounds cause summer is coming up here in Africa and I want to look good in cute tops. Anyway i have to get going. There is so much to do in the first couple of weeks of classes.

It's Begining to Look alot like WORK!!!

Ok so today I started my blogging journey! This is so cool. I've heard about blogging and I bought that movie "The Perfect Man" and watched Hillary Duff (who I completely don't like), do nothing but blog. Anyway let me introduce myself to all the bloggers everywhere. I'm Emily. I'm so NOT your average American 19 yearold. I used to think I was but then I realized that I never was. My parents are now both pastors and I'm probably the worst preachers kid (PK) in the world. I hate most of what is required of me and I'm not a believer in sugar coating things. I tell the truth and very bluntly! My sisters are the only ones who seem to understand my deep need to just be free. However free I want to be it must be known to everyone that I am conservative and old fashioned in a lot of my thinking. My parents are working in South Africa so I decided to come and go to school down here. Well to tell the truth I didn't decide. They demanded and I reluctantly followed. Anyway, I'm a University Student in South Africa! I'm a psychology major who is in desperate need of time. It seems as if I have so much to do and not enough time to do it. Most of the friends I've made are the club-hopping, party going type and I just don't seem to be that way. I usually decline going to the club to stay in my room watch a good movie or read a good book. He listen I have to go to class now but to all you bloggers out there, I'll continue introducing myself to the world next time I log on.